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To sacrafice my self worth to be loved by someone who didn't even love themselves, while I tried to love them through their brokenness, it only shattered me. I know my intentions were pure, I know I couldn't heal them, but I loved and stood by while they tried to save themselves. "Others can only offer us the depth of intimacy that they have with themselves." -Robert Ohotto. I'm not embarrassed about my story and what I went through. In the end, they all drift away, even the ones that promised to stay. I know everything happens for reason but what the fuck? I have to remember God is writing my future and it is going to be a beautiful story. With M I realized I had to let him go eventually. He was unbothered watching me lose my mind over his destructive behaviors. I lost myself and realized I was fighting for something that was destroying me. The truth is that he was broken and I wasn't meant to fix or
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